Remembering

To those who have graced my life with their presence and friendship. You know who you are. My rose-colored sentiment reaches out to touch your faces.

He sits in his den, writing to unseen friends

with fingers deftly reaching out through keyboard strokes

to other faces elsewhere – washing dishes,

rubbing the dog’s belly, changing diapers, making love –

he knows not what.

* * *

Will the clicking sound of these tiny letters

sufficiently churn his insides out? Reconfigure

his heart, itchy and bothered, his

stories, stale and old, too long in storage?

His ideas grown too certain for the pitch and yaw of good friendships?

* * *

Candles burn more quickly in good company,

their scent, unnoticed; their light, unheeded.

But their gentle presence is the necessary accoutrement of delight,

the required prelude to fellowship and laughter

in dimly lit rooms made lighter by other eyes.

* * *

In the intimations of the evening he gives a sigh

and with one last look at a screen, long dark,

he remembers. He steals from the back shelves

a glimpse or two of those he cannot see, rendered pink

in the red and white of dreams.

Winter’s feeding

birds of winter

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

She picks at this and that, her beak sharp, her aim impeccable.

Her friends gather around her, cheering her on, or competing

for last year’s garden’s last release of freshness, slow dying.

 

She forages, undeterred by her bickering counterparts,

intent on stealing what little there is to glean.

Deep and hungry throats extend upward, awaiting

 

what choice morsels, newly culled from the stingy earth

are forthcoming; gathered gifts from a mother’s maw.

From small bits of winter’s old have sprung spring’s new.

 

Here it is we find ourselves,

deciding what goes and what stays

in our frantic efforts to stay the course of time’s uneasy, forward lurch.

 

How easy to stumble over the tiny nests

found hidden under forgotten branches of earlier efforts.

There, life and hubris kiss to produce our next steps.

 

This new precipice, the hungry days of leaning

into a grey wind with unseen destination,

cannot deter this year’s meal from last year’s waste.

 

Photo from www.bbc.co.uk

 

Opportunity

liberonetwork.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

The day has nudged me with her prêt-à-porter greetings,

dried flower wish lists fit for nothing more

than the plastic, manikin smiles of little men.

Still, a molded smile sits nicer on the face

than dishonest eye-shadow hiding eyes

looking for their own freedom.

When time has pressed her hand in yours,

take the hint of friendship.

Her loyalty is straight and plumb-line true

but has a short shelf-life.

Speak, or the moment is already gone.

Photo at www.liberatonetwork.com

Simple beauties

Dedicated with love and respect to Lois Keffer – writer, editor, friend, mentor

Pound for pound these words say less than they mean

and weigh more than they say.

Pull away every other petal and one still gets half a flower;

a down payment for the coming Spring

when the world doesn’t mind repetition

for the sake of simple beauties, multiplied.

Late Farming

Is that where you stood

that morning when the sheath’d, embarrassed moon

hid herself too soon behind earth’s broad shoulder?

Inured to tenderness but not without skiff and shuffle

you never made it your way to sing

past noon when the capricious cool lay waiting

for her summons from the heat of shimmering day.

 

Why must the geese shout so loud,

parading their brash story, torn through the ashen sky?

Their mockery only makes you braver

to twist your weary neck from shifting dirt;

the clumping, clodden landscape,

your only refuge.

 

You turn for home and take your place

among the pawns of potential.

Eat enough to remind yourself

of Eden’s meta-narrative, your textbook

with pages missing, the ones you planted.

 

Only here do you hear,

the song of dust, the foreplay of longitudinal seed-smithing.

Despite your doubt, here it makes sense.

Here it doubles up to surrender

the deep bellies of earth.

I saw you today

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Dedicated to the 26 sweet souls whose tears, now dried, fears now abated, pain now gone and thirst now assuaged can rest tucked in the bosom of God. From our vantage of dark remembrance and empty ache we remember you. We remember you.

I saw you today.

You wiped your nose on the new sweater Grandma made for you.

I saw you today

picking up the rabbit by her ears a little too rough. When she scratched your arm you cried.

I saw you today

fighting with your sister over the last of the McDonald’s fries, a Happy Meal’s empty promise.

I saw you today

playing with the other kids in the nasty ball pit that smelled suspiciously like pee and bleach.

I saw you today

crying over losing your Auntie Doris’s broach you had silently stolen from Mom’s bureau.

I saw you today

yelling at your brother to stop bouncing you so hard on the see-saw.

I saw you today

at your piano recital. You played a piece from “Chopin for Kids.”

I saw you today

through the window as you were coloring something. You chewed on your tongue.

I saw you today

as the school nurse dried your tears while applying the bandage to your wounded shin.

It’s Saturday,

I didn’t see you today.

Photo courtesy of www.funtasianyc.com

spring’s impregnation

www.fiercefragile.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

like lead on paper the tactile scratch

of winter rakes her rusty back

 

dusting each day for fingerprints

our only hint that somewhere near

 

she hides. like water in the well

down under, below within

 

where the moist and rich grows

before making its appearance, sacheting

 

across a dark-soiled stage where

dirt crawls up her dress and

 

spreads her limbs, surrounds her cracking skin,

pushing until she explodes in climax of more

 

but for now, shivering haunches huddle

encased in dead and dying promises

 

night and dark have outwrestled

her brighter self, denying ascension

 

in her tomb of untouched virginity

she longs in unrequited passion

 

and, donning the satin sash of evening,

the smoky grey of night blows her tender kiss

 

to the shameless, bright day

and whispers, “adieu.”

 

See this and other cool photos at www.fiercefragile.com

 

an unfolding

I’ve been meaning to stretch

these cramped, untested arms

 

halted but ready

to hold these moments.

 

You are there

where once I was

 

there are spatters of blood

on this clock, ticking in remembrance.

 

The shrapnel of leaves

vacated from their secure places

 

invites the lesser flowers

to grow more brazenly

 

no more to bury their faces

but breathe in the new life

 

of death.

Lessons

As latent potential erodes, your beauty housed in forgotten containers,

the violin without the bow, the harp without the strings,

you’ve stopped yearning.

When your name no longer gets written in dusty chalk on the blackboard

but caught in the foamy ridges of someone elses’ brush,

you’ve stopped befriending.

To get lost no more side by side with immature friends

crashing through the forest in less than suitable attire,

you’ve forgotten irrationality.

When your daily adventures look less like indentured servitude

and more like poetic phrases and the gentle turning of notes,

you’ve started seeing.