I could say that this hour
is set apart for prayer, the obligations of my station.
My expected obedience.
A fitting praise.
A suitable gratitude.
A reasonable confession.
An obvious adoration.
A humble intercession made in proper posture.
I could say that.
I could say that this hour
is ours to do the business of heaven,
The diary of eternity.
The stuff of paradise,
changing sheets and fluffing pillows
for the angelic choir.
Making coffee for saints.
Cleaning up after holy gatherings
of those whose leisure time fills the eons.
I could say that.
I could say that this hour
is to learn the language of God.
Syntax of saints.
Songs of millennia of songs sung
and sung again.
Singing still.
Poets poeting.
Writers wording.
Artists arting.
Lovers longing.
So many people still laughing at old jokes,
funnier with each telling, always new.
Always the first time.
Constant punch line surprise.
I could say that.
I could say that this hour
is an exercise in self-discipline.
The prowess of patience.
the wages of praxis,
paid in full with each Doxology.
Invocations only please.
There is no need for Benedictions
to forever stories.
You don’t preach any sermons.
You are the sermon.
I am your words.
I could say that.
I could say that this hour
is the first of many just like it.
A rehearsal in minutes for what will
soon become lifetimes.
Epochs.
Never less.
Always more.
Without the constant threat of boredom,
the language of loneliness,
all sentences run on.
It doesn’t matter, if they all matter.
There’s no hurry for anyone
to make their point.
I could say that.
I could say that this hour
is mine alone.
These shoulders carrying
no burdens, since I never need to
look over them to see another.
A solid silence,
never morose.
No longitude of self-abasement.
No latitude for self-praise –
coordinates of old religion in the checkmate of grace.
I could say that.
I think I will.