We live life as no more than
the half-shrugged shoulder of
of a sleeping giant.
Let the wasp sting,
the filth stay,
the rodents gnaw
upon last year’s dinner,
prepared by another.
All has become
nature’s disavowal of its own
existence, the slowly turning
roots of black.
Flowers remain half-open,
squinting their heavy eyes
at the persistent sun.
Happy birds – I think they’re happy –
singing desperate songs
of unbidden encouragement,
scratch, scrawl, and howl,
like every happy voice – persistent, annoying,
useless, like a dare to a dead man.
Everything is good.
Is anything good?
What is anything but everything in reverse?
Oh, this melancholy, cottage
industry of romantics, poets, and
those with everything better to do
and no desire for it.
Life is good,
or so I’m told.
Reminds me of some of my musings from a few years back: https://allninemuses.wordpress.com/2009/06/23/life/
Kelly, one wonders whether the curse of acedia is one to which artists, lovers, and monastics are especially vulnerable?
Rob… the more I contemplate your last pondering, the more I’m realizing just how astute and poignant it was! Could I possibly add another group that might possibly be esp. vulnerable to this curse? How about we Autists?